Hello Science

Hello Science
love is conditional. no, really. 


You could tell me I’ll never win but who said I ever agreed to play the game? Come kill me Science,

come force your facts on my tongue so I will say what you want me to

Pour your codes and genetics into my skin

And try to make me the person you think me up to be

You prove me up to be

Let proof and rationality override all the unsaid and the great unknown-

But no, you didn’t see those clinking lids and porcelain eyes

You didn’t see that stationary gaze, like I was the gift of tongues being avidly prayed for each and every night

He couldn’t hold me, he couldn’t get to me, he felt like he couldn’t have all of me

Like I was too much, too big compared to anything he has ever endured and wanted

Wanted. Why couldn’t it start there? But it was supposed to stop there

Science have you ever seen me be harsh before?

Because I will send fire and dust clouds to your land

And burn your theories through and through

(I got to get to you, I got to see this through)

They are complex, but I am so simple

To simplify, to make easy, to fight for what I want

But watch me gently now, gentle is all I will ever be

That is my duty and that is our difference

See I don’t let anything go, I would like to try hard enough

Science, your stars have blinded mine but you forget that I am a portion of the Creator

Science, you told me you’d live with me and we’d co-exist

But we are two stands

Two philosophies, not worlds apart

Hello Science

You have posed such a challenge to me

And sure I get tired. My love is conditional, no really-

See I don’t play games,

so come kill me Science before I kill you.

We both hate pixie dust.

gotta stop breaking

gotta stop breathing

gotta stop thinking

me,

you,

of you.

With love,

Faith