Thursday, December 30, 2010

Psalm 44:3-8 says:



"It was not by their sword that they won the land, 
nor did their arm bring them victory;




it was Your Right Hand, Your arm,
and the light of Your face,
for You favoured them.




Through You we push back our enemies;
through Your name we trample our foes.




I do not trust in my bow, 
my sword does not bring me victory;



but You give us victory over our enemies,
You put our adversaries to shame.





In God we make our boast all day long,
and we will praise your name forever<3



mmm i think God deserves all the praise for having fought this year's battles for us:)
My prayer for myself and my friends this new year is to:


"Be very strong; be careful to obey*, (...) without turning aside to the right or to the left*... So be very careful to love* the Lord your God."
 - Joshua 23:6, 11
* That we may be obedient because: "does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the Lord? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of the rams. For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry." - 1 Samuel 15:22
And also, obedience is a discipline that God honors and uses to guide us - and His ways are always right:)


* That we may not turn left and right or to both extremes. Think of  our spiritual walks like being on a boat. We stay in the centre because we don't want to fall off from either the left or the right edge right? I ripped this off an online article: 
"Because Satan doesn’t care which extreme he gets us off to. Either legalism or licentiousness please him." 
So by abiding in Him, we'll be in the centre of God's love and will:)


* Love is a choice of will. I think it's interesting how it is written as "so be very careful". I personally think 'to love' is where i put my heart and value into. Matthew 6:21 says "for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." So be very careful to put your love+heart in God because He is good, all the time.


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Ron brought his very lovely girlfriend, Anna, over to visit for the holidays. I think it's really nice to have Ron back with us for the New Year. I am so not missing midnight service tomorrow, even if it means leaving the family dinner earlier. It just feels so right to start 2011 with God and I'm not missing that feeling and privilege for the world:) Have a great new year you guys<3

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

it's all your fault
you called me beautiful
you turned me out and now i can't turn back
i hold my breath
because you are perfect
but i'm running out of air
and it's not fair

- here's to pink<3 and all her honesty

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

today: i found myself slipping under the influence of consumerism - Angel+i went on a shopping spree!
Angel's always a great retail therapy partner to have because she follows her heart - nah, bitch is just impulsive. hahahaha<3
I'm so excited to go (maybe) dancing on New Year's Eve! 
Though I can't believe 2KX is coming to an end.
mm i think 2KX has been the best year I've ever been through, with so many things God has lovingly blessed me with and perfectly timed, answered prayers that have shown me so much direction through it all:)
this year i gained friends who have stuck by me through the good and the bad + a family of thespian talents whom i am so attached to that i look forward to seeing them everyday - we're so tight that whenever mark cancels rehearsals on tuesdays, we all die a little inside:O
I don't ever wanna lose the mystery of finding something new about the people around me everyday
OMG MY SHOW IS ON TV NOW
random: alex deleon is such a sexy singer