These days I have been very emotional about things.
This is the most sensitive state I have ever been in as a teenager.
Mm it may be good though, since I'm learning how to speak up for myself and my rights.
I've never learnt how to do that before.

It's sad how words portray me as a person.
I wish someone could look at me and understand how I've felt thus far and speak to me about it.
I wish someone would stay up to talk to me about things.
I want tighter, warmer closure.
But people can't always be there for you.
And I guess that's okay.

We want things but we don't say them.
I'm just afraid that this will all be harsh on me.
Please don't be harsh on me.