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"Jesus shit" is more hurtful than the boys who called me "fuck face" and "pig trotter legs" years back.

The word "Jesus", its meaning, its identity and its weight should not be put next to the word "shit".

You have cut me and thrust in me a hardness of heart; a once waterlogged heart that has had its tears all squeezed out. 

I am extremely proud of myself today.

I have not cried because of you.

This must mean something.

I hate the way you've justified your shit, as if I'm not worthy of anything.