And if it's not real, you can't hold it in your hand, you can't feel it with your heart

yknow when you give
you don't expect anything back in return
but what if what you're giving is love
it's only natural to want something back, isn't it?

yknow i won't go if you don't
i'm not afraid of disappointment
i'm just afraid of never knowing
and i've never been so afraid to ask for more

i don't mean to sound this way
but yes i am this way
and i detest it; i avoid it whenever i can
sigh.

courage where are you.